Oh my..

I go out of my damn mind when I have nothing to do. I like you...

loveliness.

I really want an adventure. I hate this confused stage in life.





hi dreams-- and then I found this and got way too excited.


okay I feel way to teenage girl ish right now this has to stop.

it's time.

I've been bottling up all of my creativity, and who I am. It's high time to get over myself.
Sometimes people try so hard to be different, that they become all the same.

but it isn't?

I'm so ready to find someone, but it shouldn't be to compete with you.
I wanna find that kind of relationship you hear about in stories...real life and fiction.
I don't think I've felt it yet, but my fear is that it has come and gone. Please no. please everything change soon..but for the better. I know how the devil twists words. I don't know what to focus on right now, or how to feel...or how to be. teenage? yes. I sometimes feel like it's going to take "that" person to bring me in. but the feminist side of me says no. I wanna live dammit.

Bah humbug

stay hopeful is so hard.

goals.

gotta reach them! ;)


this is what I feel like doing-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2Gh1U14RZA

People Change.

Even me.
good...bad? not saying I like it. People are walking away. boo?

I know we're cool?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KLXVSsT2wQ

this describes exactly how I feel.

Confused.

I'm sore.yawn.

Cruel Intentions.

Love this movie, or maybe it is just him? ;) so sad.
things are rough as of now, but I'm not going to complain
It's all going to work out, I want what is best:)
People are strange, by the way.

can't focus.

I'm not sure today what I want out of life, I kind of just want to fall in love and live there. "Live your life until love is found because love is only going to get you down" -mika. Now who says I believe in love? ;) I have things to do you know.