I'd love too........

(in no specific order)
1.Be a dancer.
2.date john o
3.travel EVERYWHERE
4.get super amazing..at? well everything.
5.make mama proud;)
6.be a journalist.
7.date alex gaskarth.
8.be outgoing/confident
9.go to the moon!
10.write a book.
11.have the ability of forever eating what I want, with out ever gaining what I want.
12. Talk to dogs, just dogs.
13.be good at math.
14.convey my thoughts out loud.
15.grow super long, thick hair. 0o0o0
16.date a handsome, great dancer.
17.Be able to fo whatever I want, because I'm rich.hehe but no badf things(:
18. Be the best Christian ever, should be number one.
19.understand mayo.
20.figure everything out!
21.Get rid of awkwardness.
22.Make all of my family and friends,have Looong, happy, healthy, safe, successful lives. (:
23.Be good at running.
24.date a good ol' country boy.
25.be able to travel back to different eras and have a look around, but not die.
26.Be able to play an instrument.
27.not get bored of people.
28.Be satisfied.
29.figure out how the hell to get the things done I want to do to be satisfied.
30.be a good artiust.(such as drawing, painting)
31.make harry potter REAL(as do so many other people)
32.Henry you can't die!(time travelors wife)
33.sharks don't bite, lions won't eat me, and murderers and rapists don't exist.
34.be in the movie grease..somewhere in the background.
35. be able to cook, very very well.
36.be friends with everybody, but not people like charles manson, and tiger woods;)
37. interview charles manson, sounds weird but I'm curious why serial killers do what they do. since apparently their brain waves are different?
38.have someone that I completely get along with, that I can call up at any time and they want to be there.
39.see blink 182, fountains of wayne, counting crows, the verve, radiohead, the violent femmes, stars, the maine,hootie and the blowfish, billy idol, the killers, mayday parade, mika, aerosmith...the list goes on..regardless if the bands are still together or not.
40.basically have an endless fund just for concerts.
41.have people like my fascination with bright lipstick.
42.be able to dive inside a book, just whenever to see what's going on before or after or during the book.
43.have all of my mom and grandma's everything they've ever wanted to happen..they rock.
44.be able to see and talk to ghosts and not be scared of it.
45.explore the depths of the ocean..without dying.
46.same goes with the universe.
47.be able to stop time and run off with someone for a little while;)
48.not be allured to sins.
49.NOT let things get to me, just forget..."oh who are you again?"
50.not be so ocd/paranoid about things.
more to come......

a little confused.

I have had little to say lately..or anything interesting to say. though I sure do have a lot to say.


let's find a pretty picture...